I gave you smiles
but Pain..
is what I'm feeling inside
Seeing you smile..
Making you laugh..
Keeping you accompanied..
makes my mission complete
makes my day complete..
You tell me things
You share me stories
which I believe..
But as soon as the days go by
I started to realize..
If everything you told me
is true..?
I didn't know why I ask myself..?
I didn't why am I questioning those things..?
I do trust you..
but why..?
Nooo!!!
I don't want to put that in mind..
I don't want to ruin what we have..
Even though I know the truth
Even though it hurts
I just smile..
like I didn't know anything..
like I didn't felt anything..
Why do you have to lie..?
Why??
Is it for my own good?
or your just not interested
on me anymore..?
or that you wouldn't hurt my feelings..?
but in fact you still did..
I just wouldn't let you see it..
I just wouldn't let you feel it..
and Now..
I didn't know what to do..
Am I still gonna believe you..?
Everything you've been telling me
all this time is stuck on my mind
thinking if it is true..
if it is from your heart
and not your mind..
I just Smile..
hoping that tomorrow will be a new day
hoping that everything you've said is true
everything you said is from your heart
not your mind..